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Thursday, April 23, 2009

Wishing time away

I know we aren't supposed to want time to hurry, but I can't help it. I honestly hate the first trimester, and I wish I could at least get to 11 weeks so I can have the Nuchal Fold test done.

I want to be in the second trimester soon so I can do the AFP test and then an amnio if that's what we decide to do.

I want it to be the end of November so I can have this baby in my arms and know all is well.

I know that if something happens to this baby and pregnancy, I will regret wishing the time away, but for right now, I want it to hurry up, just so I can have the reassurance that this baby is healthy. I know knowing this little bean is healthy isn't going to stop things from going wrong, but I will be able to breathe easier when I do know.

5 comments:

JenJen said...

I don't blame you at all for wanting time to fly by and have your sweet baby in your arms. Time moves faster than we realize though...

Jessica said...

I understand exactly how you feel. It is hard to enjoy a second pregnancy after what we have been through until you know everything is okay!

Mirna said...

Yeah... know the feeling! I am on the other side impatient towards all things! All thought I have in my heart for you right now is that everything is going to be okay - you are going to have a healthy little baby in your arms. ;)

Karissa said...

I know exactly how you feel. In November you're going to be wishing time away for another reason entirely--because of your big, healthy pregnant belly!

Grace said...

keeping you and your little bean in my thoughts and prayers.