I know we aren't supposed to want time to hurry, but I can't help it. I honestly hate the first trimester, and I wish I could at least get to 11 weeks so I can have the Nuchal Fold test done.
I want to be in the second trimester soon so I can do the AFP test and then an amnio if that's what we decide to do.
I want it to be the end of November so I can have this baby in my arms and know all is well.
I know that if something happens to this baby and pregnancy, I will regret wishing the time away, but for right now, I want it to hurry up, just so I can have the reassurance that this baby is healthy. I know knowing this little bean is healthy isn't going to stop things from going wrong, but I will be able to breathe easier when I do know.
I don't blame you at all for wanting time to fly by and have your sweet baby in your arms. Time moves faster than we realize though...
ReplyDeleteI understand exactly how you feel. It is hard to enjoy a second pregnancy after what we have been through until you know everything is okay!
ReplyDeleteYeah... know the feeling! I am on the other side impatient towards all things! All thought I have in my heart for you right now is that everything is going to be okay - you are going to have a healthy little baby in your arms. ;)
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. In November you're going to be wishing time away for another reason entirely--because of your big, healthy pregnant belly!
ReplyDeletekeeping you and your little bean in my thoughts and prayers.
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